Janet is a first time author who through the grief process sat down and wrote about Brian's amazing life in one month. It was a true labor of love. Going through his baby book and pictures of his life, was truly an inspiration of his short life. Janet believes her son knew his time was short and squeezed every moment he could before he was called home. There were times she felt he was whispering in her ear to remind her of a memory that was so long ago, it became so vivid it's as if she were living it again.